Could anyone recommend some West Coast thinspo/weight loss blogs to follow? I think a lot of the blogs I followed are inactive or in different time zones. Thanks! (:

I fell off the wagon for quite some time. I went away to be a summer camp counselor last June, and while I was in pretty good shape from all the walking and activities, I drank at least 3 times a week and didn’t lose any weight. When I left camp, I lost around 10-15 lbs just from changing my diet back to regular food (as opposed to camp food) and not drinking. If I had been more conscious of my choices at camp, I think I really could have lost a good amount of weight.

But then this past year I had a boy who really fucked with my head, and that with the combination of 20 hour work weeks combined with 20 hours of school work and class along with volunteering, I just haven’t been able to exercise and in turn have been eating very unhealthy.

So you know what, I want to get back into this. I want to get back to where I was in September, fitting into smaller sizes every time I went shopping, and honestly feeling so, so good because I thought I had this boy and because my body was doing amazing. I know I’m gaining weight, and it disgusts me. I won’t let myself get there again. I can’t.

And you know what? When I’ve lost 20 lbs and I look hot as fuck, you can look at your new girlfriend and be like, “why the fuck am I with this bitch again?” But I’ll be moving on to better things. (;